New Years 2010 – It’s What’s Happenin!

Yeah! Had the best New Years Eve I’ve had in a LONG time. Rang in the new year at a wedding with a bunch of people I really like. And I feel very inspired, and hopeful for this year. 2009 was rough in a lot of ways. Personal struggles dealing with family issues and a lot of other stuff. A few deaths, including a friend I’d only known for a little while, and the secretary at my school, all lead me to realize how precious and fragile life is. But really this time.

Like, I will not forget that I have to prioritize and also not be too anxious about things. I need to let go and trust that if I put in a fair amount of effort, things will go well, or at least the way they’re meant to? I am in a new relationship! It’s crazy good, and I could not have really predicted it 2 months ago. So, I don’t like to say too much about my personal life, but I am thrilled about not making conclusions and not looking too far ahead.

Well, I will be looking ahead, to an amazing future, created moment by aware moment in the present. I have 2 New Years’ Resolutions.

1) Get Money.

2) No Coffee.

The second one is hard, but I figure it will work itself out eventually. The first is something I will need to be determined about. And creative, using all the available resources I have, and more. I’ll get into this all at some point in the near future, for now, I’m falling asleep due to the lack of number 2.