sick again. saps away all spizazz.

kept trying to think of a word their that started with “s” and i came up with “spizazz”. that stands for everything that you try do with your life and the spirit and vigor you have to do what you can do, plus a little more, at a given time. that’s how i try to live.

i’m happy that i went to school today to teach (after missing 2 days). but i got other-worldly. i started feeling all dizzy, and totally off balance, and, i’m repeating myself. luckily it was a short class day, and i played movies for most of it. but, it was still quite tough.

i’ve been takin care of myself, hydratin, and cough medecinin, and restin, and more. i guess it just takes a little time is all. i think it was definitely caused by stress. and i think some of that had to do with my grandpa’s death. all the commotion and emotion and everything. it was a good time, saw lots of family, but it was tough too. and there were a lot of parties and crying and some drinking and some distraught sleep. next thing you know i’m barely able to move.

i guess i needed to rest. i didn’t take any part of any day off, even right after i heard the news.

i will be better before the weekend is over, luckily it’s a long one. am i excited about valentine’s day? do i have a valentine? these are private matters. of the heart. we’ll see…same old, same ol’……..life makes me laugh

p.s. so does looking back over my blog. it appears that i have had a tendency to get sick in february, if any month of the year. i’m one for wellness, but about once a year i’ll get knocked out by something. no thanks flu vaccination- i do not trust you!