how

it’s hard when i think my life is going well, and then seemingly insurmountable things come up and ruin that feeling. i’m not talking about normal things. but then again, i guess terrible or really difficult stuff happens to everyone. i mean, i guess i’m happy to have overcome some of my roots from the:

but it still ain’t easy. relatives getting really sick is not something that happens often, and always sucks. and then there are those 2 other huge things. i guess both of them will eventually get better. and one of them i can already see as a “blessing in disguise” type thing, but it doesn’t make me feel better. at all.

my question today is this- how do i make more friends? i love people because they’re funny. but i don’t have time to go find them. and most of mine seem to be gone. maybe i’m not making enough effort. it’s hard when i barely have any time.

call me! bye.