my oh myalgia

it’s the only thing i can solidly depend on, is not depending on anything in life. i got through a few channels of this in my brain and then realized some people might heretiquette me and say what what, did you forget about the G man? well maybe if you thought, hey, maybe it’s a woh!man!!! then that could be the start and we’d talk from there. i’m just being lighthearted, but mentioning that in my opinion it is far better to live a life with an open heart. start with that. you can define and argue all sorts of morals, values, points of view, and you will argue me to the arugula’s end, but just ask yourself if you’ve experienced or allowed yourself to understand both sides of a story?

i stand not free from this, i do not put myself above anything. i don’t know what below is. i still judge. but judge what. to me, live is constantly changing, breathing. though i worry i am not ‘growin enough’ as a personal growth journey type profectionist, i feel that i am growing in subtle ways. if i open my mind for a second, there are all the lessons i need, and delving into any sort of bottomy delve reflection is the type of thing i need to get my hopes back up.

you see, i started by saying ‘you can’t count on anything’. but it all matters how you see that age-old glass. is it half what? i say don’t be half-aced about it, just do it. whatever your wishes may be…..i started my newest life goal *(that at least at this point involves no monetary reward)* and i feel great about it. i am doing it. and i think already some real mover-forwarders have come of it. just doing and not thinking. oh. right. my point, to relate it all, is this.

one of the talker talk to’s tonight said the most important thing to her is to be honest and to be kind. that’s a really good start, a lot more difficult than that simple statement. if you start with that, then you can do whatever you want according to me. and in the most general meanings of those statements, i say, go forth, and change. change your depends before you soil thyself.